hopeless–geek:

buckmebxrnes:

hopeless–geek:

“When you go back to 1943 it’s important you don’t make any changes except your mission. Your objective is to set right what the time stone screwed up. We don’t need you stepping on a butterfly and suddenly Hydra’s ruling the world.”

Based on this Picture of Sebastian.

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Now imagine with me,

Bucky’s with Peggy as Steve’s up in the plane, you know that one. Instead of Peggy comforting Steve, it’s Bucky begging Steve to put her in the water. Why? Because he can’t mess up anything. No changes except his mission. He’s accomplished it. He’s accomplished it with Steve and in the process, Bucky did get a little selfish. He stole some kisses. Held Steve close at night. Told him he loved him. He coudn’t not. His Steve, back in their time zone, he’s always seemed like he was hiding some secret, something that he was waiting for Bucky to figure out. And then coming here? To this time? Bucky figured it out. He would always mess up and change that one extra thing. And that was them falling in love even after Bucky fell from the train. Because that’s how Bucky had to play this whole mission. “I survived, Stevie, aint nothin’ gonna take me away from you.” He had to lie, because if he didn’t– he would never become what he did. He had to make sure Steve didn’t go searching, or the Winter Soldier as Bucky knew it would never happen. So Bucky lied, because he knew his past self had to endure all the pain and the wipes to get to Steve again one day. Just as Steve has to endure that ice. 

And that’s where they are, right now. Steve’s in the plane, “Buck! There’s gotta be some other way!”

“There’s no time, Steve! You’ve gotta put it on the water.” 

“I can’t lose you!” Steve screams over the coms.

Peggy’s crying. Bucky’s crying. Steve’s crying. It’s the right call. Tactically, it was always the right call. But Steve’s got Bucky again, and it’s the last thing he wants to do, and Bucky knows it. They’d shared something fast and a little bit stupid and Steve’s always been selfish when it comes to Bucky. With tears in his eyes, he’s begging, begging Steve to trust him.

“We’ll see each other again, I swear.” It’s so hard to listen to Steve cry. It’s so hard to let his best guy think he’s about to die.

Steve laughs bitterly through his tears. Bucky knows he doesn’t believe him. But he knows Steve’s a good man and he’ll do it. He’ll die for his country– for the world. For Bucky. 

“I swear…” Bucky says as the coms go silent. “I swear.” 

OMFG. JUST RIP MY HEART OUT. THAT’S FINE

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